it's infuriating to put expectations on a human
who never asked for them in the first place.
to only want the best for a person.
to only want the best and expect the best.
i know i've failed when i feel this way.
failed to love correctly and fully without strings.
i hate failing.
it makes me wonder
why i try.
why do we try to love one another
when it's so flawed.
i want to apologize each time i let
but it seems like there isn't enough
time, or air, or
there aren't enough words for
that need to be given.
i don't know how to do this better.
i don't know how to practice anymore.